my heart

I’ll be dead
By the time you see,
There was a heart
Deep in me..
On that day
When the truth you see,
Don’t you cry
Over me…
Tears, I have shed
Enough for you
And a bit
For others too…

You may know
Or may not;
If I had my say,
You better not…
But if you knew
How I cried;
How to smile,
Hard I tried…
How very much,
If ever you knew,
You would be forced
To start anew;
Filled with love,
A new start,
Where you would see,
My little heart…

But why the hell,
Should it be,
That you will love
Just good me???
Nay my dear,
That ain’t it…
The pieces there,
Doesn’t fit…
If reasons you need,
To love me true,
I’m better of
Sans love and you…


-joker-

The fields are not as green,
the river not that clean..
the birds not that gay,
the squirrels have ceased to play...
for good or bad, i never know,
but change for sure, is part of the flow...
change is where, the old cease to be
and the new shoot turns to a tree...
who cares, if extinction we face,
if the world gets a better race...
life is now; give it the best,
forget your fears- leave the nest...
fly out there, atleast for the view,
u've just got, hours few...
and when thy wings shall wither
and thou shall join me hither,
upon the world, we shall look,
as if reading from a book...
and when i say " I should have.."
smile my dear and say " I have..."



-joker-